Mutha-effin’ BOOMSTICK!!!
So… Friday was my last day at the sweatshop… and I’m changing oil in a Ford Explorer… I notice the vanity plate… BMSTIK… Yeah… BoomStick. I changed Bruce Campbells oil! Fuckin’ cool huh? Anyway… I start my new job on Thursday, and god am I looking forward to it. I’m pumped as hell. More to come later.
Author: ranger | Category: General | Comments(0) September 2008
Meh
You ever just feel… I dunno… meh? Well yeah… That’s how I feel. I think it’s just been a blah sort of weekend… and technically speaking… my weekend is still going. Fuck I hate feeling this way.
So… there is much sadness… Lt.Col. Ed “TooTall” Freeman of We Were Soldiers fame has passed away. Lt.Col. Freeman was awarded the Medal of Honor for his actions in the Ia Drang valley. I had the opportunity and the honor to meet him at a book signing a few years ago. And I can honestly say it was an honor to meet the man. I asked him what was going through his mind during the flights in and out of the valley and he smiled and said not a whole lot… he was just hoping he didn’t get shot up too bad, helicopters cost a lot of money.
I decided to watch Band of Brothers again… So I did… I’m wondering if that has something to do with my mood lately? I mean those kind of movies have never effected me before… why should they now right?
Author: ranger | Category: General | Comments(0) August 2008
WooHOO!
So there I was… with the oldest at the store… and well he was being his usual freakish spastic self… and this lady looks at me and sighs, says… “I know how it is… my son is Autistic too.” First off… the boy is not Autistic… he’s just… well, 6. So I calmly look at her and with a shrug I say… “Yeah well sometimes it does the little retard good to let him out of his cage.” To which she has no reply. Point, Ranger! I mean… c’mon people… don;t automatically assume a kids autistic or retarded just because he’s a little out there.
Ok… on to offspring number 2. The little shit refuses to sleep. It’ll be like 11 at night and he’s up in his and the oldest’s room raising hell, getting into shit and not sleeping. Seriously thinking about duct taping the little fucker to his bed. Either that or invest in one of those invisible fences and put it up around his bed. Anything would help right? Or I could always slip some Jack in with his apple juice right?
So… I got an interview for a new job on Wednesday. Nervous? Nah… I’ll do good. I really want the job… or any new job really. The current one… yeah soooo not tweeking my nipples anymore. Almost hate the damned thing. I go to work each day praying for some sort of industrial accident to have leveled the place over night. But yeah, no such luck.
Author: ranger | Category: Rants, Political Incorrectness, Kids, General | Comments(0) August 2008
Update
Ok… so as part of my whole post at least once a week on here… here we go.
It’s been a good week, took a weeks worth of vacation… relaxed, had fun, decompressed. Decompression is uber good. Wifey even decompressed. Granted we’re both sunburned, but fuck it, we had a good time right? Spent some time on the river with friends and the boys. It’s times like this that I sit back and reflect. It hits me really hard that I love her more than anything. It’s actually one of those comfortable shocks. I mean I know I love her, but am amazed that I can love her that much.
Author: ranger | Category: Kids, Wifey, General | Comments(0) August 2008
Want My Woobie!
Yeah… so… PTSD sucks. I mean really bad. It’s one of those things where you build up all these walls and defenses so you think you’re safe right? Well nothing is impregnable so it would seem. The really really bad part… when something does get in, or out… It’s pretty fucking epic. We’re talking tears, shaking, pure terror really.
It sucks being this fucked up. But I made a promise that I was going to figure out what I needed to do about it. It’s gonna be hard and painful, but fuck it… I’m worth it right? That’s what I keep telling myself. Meh… I got one hell of a support group, so we’ll see how this progresses.
Wish me luck all.
Author: ranger | Category: General | Comments(0) July 2008
I Officially Suck!
Ok… So it has officially been over a year since yours truly has posted to this blog. Why you ask??? Well I suck and my old laptop took a dive, so I got a new one… and well I was an idiot and didn’t save anything. Sounds just like something I’d do huh? Go ahead be honest.
Well Life has been… well life. There’s therapy, work, the boys the wifey… oh so many different things to write about. Where to begin? Not even I know the answer to that… So I guess y’all just need to stay tuned to this channel and I’ll be back posting like the chaotic clockwork of the past.
Author: ranger | Category: General | Comments(0) July 2008
No Idea What To Title This Entry
Yeah, pretty much sums it up huh? Yeah. So anyway… The baby is gonna be a year old in 2 days. Freaky huh? Sometimes I ask myself where the hell has the year gone? But then again I sit back and wonder why it took so long for a year to pass.
It also marks my one year mark as a civilian. I honestly didn’t see me making it outside of the military. Something about me needing the structure and the discipline. But here I am. They say the first year out is the hardest… and I agree with that.
I just hope everyone that was so proud of me when I went in is still proud. I mean I know my folks are, and Ang is. But still, the doubt’s there right? Sometimes I wish I was still in, but then again… I don’t. Make sense? God I hope so.
~Ranger~
Author: ranger | Category: General | Comments(0) February 2007
Yeah, so I’m a slacker
Yeah I know it’s beena while… like almost 2 months, but hey… call me unpredictable. Anyway, January was frakkin awesome! Wifey and I went to the AVN awards and expo in Vegas, we partied with porn stars. It was great. I love Vegas… it’s like one big party. Could never live there, but was still fun. Tomorrow is our 6th wedding anniversary. 6 long years, weird I know… but we’re still holding on. I gots big plans for it though, and she’s none the wiser, HAHAHA!
Anyway, back to Vegas. Made some great contacts, got some great new stuff. I’m sure for those of you who read the wifes blog, you’ll eventually hear all about our goodies. Yeah so that’s about it for now. Adios sports fans.
Author: ranger | Category: General | Comments(0) February 2007
Another Year Older
Well… another year has passed for me. Yup… the big 3-2. Who would have ever thought I would have made it past 12 let alone to 32? Not me. All in all… it’s been a good year. I mean, I gained another son out of it didn’t I? How can that be bad? But at the same time… I’m older. And someone… won’t let me forget that fact. Granted, I’d much rather be under 30, but oh well. Guess I’ll just deal with it right? But then again when have I ever just dealt with anything? Ha…
Brain is feeling a little dry. Don’t ask. Went out for a few drinks lastnight. Not Hungover… just a slight ache of the head. Nothing crippling.
So here I sit, being taunted with birthday presents I can’t open until Bug and mom-in-law get back from church. feh.
Ok off to cause random mayhem.
Author: ranger | Category: General | Comments(1) December 2006
Meh!
So yeah, I’ve been away. What’s new you ask? My frakkin yahoo got hacked! Cockknobs! Yeah, been getting reports ofspammings from my old yahoo account. So imagine my happiness. Non-existant. Wanna find them and throat punch the fuckers!
So… to anyone who gets spam from ranger1974us@yahoo.com… I’m sorry, it’s NOT me.
Author: ranger | Category: General | Comments(0) November 2006